arghs, arghs.

I just discovered something. That hurting something u care about, makes you care about it even more. When I say hurt, I feel like I'm overrating myself by saying that I have the power to hurt. Or that I did hurt. Maybe I didn't but it sure felt crappy, as if I did.

I know that just made ZERO sense. Haha..

But bottom line is I'm feeling like crap now. CRAP CRAP CRAP. Time can't be turned back and actions can't be undone nd words can't be unsaid.

crap.