I had a dream yesterday during afternoon nap.

The rain was splattering outside my window, and my skin felt cool as I sat on my bed looking into the eyes of the man I loved. It wasn't someone real, but I knew I loved him. There was an incredible kind of peaceful feeling in me, which I knew flowed through him too. I breathed in the fresh rainy air and looked into his eyes. He was smiling, and it showed in his eyes when he looked at me. He wore a gentle kind of smile, as he reached next to my bed and picked up his guitar, and in beat with the pattering raindrops, he started to strum. Not breaking our eye contact, he sang "When you say nothing at all". My heart ached with joy.

I woke up smiling, and even before I opened my eyes I wished it was raining outside. To feel at least a part of what I had felt in that surreal moment. Well, it wasn't. But I know I would be wishing the same thing everytime I wake up, at least for a period of time now.

Come to mama, dream man.