where you are- seems to me- as far as an eternity
outstretched arms-open hearts-if it never ends then where do we start?

Sigh. I can't sleep. Keep getting these funny soundless calls.
From this private number. It doesn't really freak me out, just a lil curious.
I was just drifting off thinking of ways to find out who the bugger was,
when Nick woke me up with his message. Then I couldn't sleep
thinking about him and his situation.

Then it got me to wrecking my brains to think of any couple I know that are really "zai".
That have it strong and steady.

Maybe I am missing some people out in my ontopofheaddatabase,
but I can't think of no one I tell ya.
Guess everyone, especially at our age, has loads of our own issues to deal with.
I would say. We are still shaping into better selves.

However. It's still so hard to have faith in so called Love/Relationships.
Recently, I have seen many 'adult' couples that have serious problems.
Most of which are the men cheating, few, the women cheating.

Then it makes me wonder. Would we ever "grow up"?

I'm going to sit in the toilet and read.