i read her thoughts.
as words became feelings,
her feelings,
my breathing quickened.
my eyes felt wrong in my head.
felt like they were dissolving in my tears.

why am i doing this to myself??

the little voice in my head lies to me.
everyday, all the time.
emotional pain, physical pain..
truth.. lies..
love.. hate..
laughter, bitterness..
my lines, where? are they?

what is real and what is not?

how can someone i love so much hurt me so damn bad?
stupid qns.