choices in life.

Sigh. This is what unrequited love feels like.
I don't even know how to spell that word.
Heh.. This is a picture of everyone, Lemon, Jas and I,
and Huey Ning and Qing below.
We took this just before Jas left to go back to Canda.
Tho I'm not reaelly close to her,
it felt so final and sad to hug her before we said goodbye tt night.

I'm craving for all kinds of food you wouldn't believe it.
I think my body is punishing me for not eating properly, by making me super fat so that no one would ever want me again. Plehhh.

My mom's coming back on monday!
And my dad's gonna get a car! YAY!
and i'm gonna get my lisence ASAP. woowee.