ultimatum


Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

All it takes is a moment, a sentence said,
and life is messed up all over again.
I am trying everything I can to make it all right..

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Today we had Saffron but we din get to go in because
some huge assed VIPs were to be served by our seniors..
I called them huge ass because they needed to be carted
around in the golf kart thingys. Whasit called?

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

I saw my cousin today!
He looks soo different now.
he's working in TP as admin staff now..
Maybe I'll get to see him around.
Somehow it reminded me of Moley.



But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

I wanna do something..
I wanna take a picture with every single person I know
and love..
So that one day when I die..
People can check who knew me.
Ahaha.
Nah.. I'm just being crazy.
But I do wanna take pics with ppl tho.

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me