some days i feel lyke cryin.
don't matter if its rain or shine.
i feel lyke mah hearts been broken.
at least a million times.

If I asked ya: What is it that keep people together and going?
What would ya say?
Trust. Love. Faith. Wisdom. Understanding.
Above all, I think it's Mutual Need.
I was watching this advertisement on the SARS stories,
True courage, and this lady was sayin,
her son was what kept her going
and kept her alive when she was gonna die.
And it's true.
We all exist cause we think there is a need for us in this world.
Everyone 'inter-needs'.
Haha.. I need Liang, because he tells me what is right always and he understands..
I need Kat, because she is always there to listen.
I need my mother, because when nobody else is there 4 me, she is.
I need my dad, because he loves my family, and takes care of mum.
I need my sister, because it is her footsteps I use as guidance.
I needed Dennis, because he was half my soul.
I need the memory of him now, because it teaches me many things about love, life, and myself.

I could go on forever..
So, tell me. Who do you need and why?

Photos from hanging out today with Liang and Nick.
I wished with all my heart Nicholas was happier.




we met georgi and eugene hoon. they din wanna pose for me.


the scenic view and weird music.
the gentle breeze and the assuring presence of nicholas and liang.
life blesses me in lil ways like that.


the sign on nick's neighbour's bike.


liang's new label, 'boy clothing'. Sweet.


Nick's nightly read.

Oh yah. Explanation of tag made by liang..
liang: "oh.....hmm....ma...... lahhh.....chao....... ah...... lllah...." -sth we heard at esplanade today..
We heard this band. They were playing downstairs while the three of us were on the roof.
They used their throats to make deep voices that were quite trance-hypnotic. haha. nick hated it.