Saffron is tiring..

Two days in a row that I'm feeling like someone took hold of my brains and squeezed the good stuff outta it.. Haha. Saffron, as most don't know, is our school's training restaurant. We have 7 hour sessions there weekly. Today was the first real formal session, and it was fun! The tutors were cute in their own different ways, and my classmates all knew how to have fun. =)

After the 7 hour session, I had another 'first-time' tutorial for two hours, then back for a one hour saffron lect. Yes. 10 hours straightttt. Was sleeping on my huge red bag in the lect heh.

Today, I had a feeling that I hadnt had in a long time, and I really missed it. I had butterflies in my tummy for a guy.. Seeing him really cheered me up and made me excited about life. Ya know, something to look forward to seeing in school! I still am pretty &^#!&@ about my ex, but these new feelings make them a lil less harsh, and softens the impact of pain that hits me when I see him.. I won't ever look him in the eyes again. Bah. Enough abt the let downs in life. Look forward to school tomorrow! Really!

A bunch of freshies asked me how to get to a room in the biz school building today, and somehow it cheered me up. They were sooo cute, all wearing the same t shirt, for some reason.. And when I told them to take the stairs, they were so shocked to learn there were stairs where I pointed them to.. Haha. "Hah got staircase ah?!" I wanted to pat em all on the head on by one. Hahaa..

Moley is in aussie as people who read/tag in my board know.. I guess when a drastic change like that happens to someone, he will feel really insecure and unhappy.. Moley left many important people behind.. But I guess (again), that it is a kinda learning experience that he will grow from. And true relationships last, 3 years is nothing. When he comes back as a learnt man to his old relationships, they will be fresher and better.. Moley have fun ok?