Friday, July 04, 2003

Liang and Jesse are talking about sharing a domain..
I think we should register three domain names but share the same webspace and bandwidth.
Wonder if that is possible?
Anyone who knows please drop a lick and enlighten me.

Totally numb with life man.
I'm gonna bitch again.
It's fucked up you put your trust in someone you thought would love you for the rest of your life,
but when things go wrong their love just bloody fades.
Yeah it's fucked up things go wrong too.
I'm really not like those gentle people out there who can leave a situation and just be sad.
I am ANGRY. bloody fucking bitchingly ANGRY.

Anyways here is an excerpt from this guy whose blog I regularly read.
He had been thru ruffer stuff than I have, and here's a lil theory of his.
Read it, people who are nursing broken hearts, it's really wise.

(sean, if u dun like me quoting u, drop a tag and i'll have this stuff removed.)
what's this special feeling tt u feel for some special ppl....?
it's e intention to b closer to someone........
but what reaffirms tt your feelings are special is
when u feel happy just to know tt the other person is
relieved from sorrows and all pain...
when he or she is free from worries...
n tts when just a smile from them gives you a new lease of life....
take a second to think abt it.......
when u do love someone......
you want the person to have e best.......
you want to be e best for the person.....
you want to be all tt the person ever wanted....
you want to preserve tt smile till time decides to erase it all......
it's the platonic relationship tt should matter...
think about it....
what if you cant be e best for her....
what if ure not all tt she ever wants ......
i think it's like we tend to be blinded by e conviction that we got to be with the special someone........
but i think all i can ever ask for and hope for is tt she will always be safe and sound.......
always be accompanied by laughter and fun......
n even if i cant be e person to give her all tt......
i dont ask for anything else...
ive sorta convinced myself tt in e end its e same cliche....
tt it takes two hands to clap........
mmm e two hands will always be ard each other....
so it's like if the person tt i like doesnt reciprocate......
den there shant be any expectations or anything....
n i'll only love those tt will treasure me....those tt want me....n those tt need me....


i am SUCH a lesbian when it comes to hannah spearitt.
if we DO meet, and she fancies me.. heh heh..


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