it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time.



Small things that made me happy today!
- the shininess of my silver ring while I was walking in the dark alley on my way home..
- the contrast of my super red new bag against my clothes when I look at the MRT glass windows.. haha.
- my face looked less fat today.
- i talked to Grace and Rachel, people whom i had nvr really spoken with..
- looking at the flushed face of this super cute indian guy playing pool.. he was a lil ego, but the redddd cheeks were mega sexy. heehee.

Bad small things that made me unhappy..
- moley's gone.. tho i've never physically seen him, it feels a tad..... final.
- i felt really lost when i couldnt find anyone to spend my break with.. by the time i got used to my own company, my friends appeared. bleh.
- OB lecture. Couldnt keep eyes open, horrible amount of effort spent.
- the scary sound of this guy's footsteps behind me at the dark alley on my way home.
- the feeling after he got off the bus seat to leave me sitting there.. the seat bounced me up, then sunk slowly under my weight.. I couldn't watch him leave, i pretended to be restin my eyes.

Sigh. Time for eyecandy, which I know are all some people who visit my site look at.


diana and sheng outside saffron..


jane being horny to the wall in the loo.


angela and I in the loo.


sheng took this of himself.. during a pretty sian bese lesson with my phone.. haha.