What is the use of crying?

Other lovers have a special song..
Something that reminds them of each other
when they catch it on the radio,
or play to themselves when they miss the other.
We dont.
Why? There are so many songs that we shared together,
that every song reminds me of him.

People change.
I remember the days that he used to tell me a week without me will be especially long.
Us holding on to each other really tight while he sang "More than words" to me, on the walk home.
Him falling asleep on my shoulder at the beach.. waking up and smiling at me.
Him telling me how lucky he felt for us to be together..
He still loves me..
But in such a way I do not understand, I do not feel..

We have lost the ability to make decisions.
I regret being mad at him,
yet I think being with him now will only hold him back..
He needs female friends..
And I cannot stand the idea of him chatting them up.
I am possesive I know..

I feel weak..

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words