School HAS to start soon or I will turn mad and start tearin my hair out. I managed to break 2 hearts on a single day, then mush a relationship on the next. Things in life just aren't going my way right now. I know you're sick of reading my complaints, I'm sick of complaining too.

Ok, stuff. This place has been stagnant for sometime, except for an added link and another removed one, under the request of the blog owner. Also, my mom is out of the hospital~ Yay. However, another friend is in SGH.. Those of you who pray, keep her in prayer, ok? And I went to work for a day under pressurisizing circumstances, and I had to leave it. Other than that, I have stabbed an apple today.

You know, sometimes on tv where you see those relationships ending, so clear cut and amicably. Its so hard for things like that to happen. I've been told that I'm strong, but I really do not have the will power to let go when my mind tells me its time. Well, life goes on.

Kat's in Thailand now I think. Long time since I really talked to her.. That's what happens when people get attached. For our case, we both got attached so.... But I guess things would be less bad when school starts. We're gonna be doing Saffron! That's a restaurant in Temasek Polytechnic for Hospitality managment students to learn. It's as close as being in the industry as it gets. Can't wait.

I can never be happy at a job, and I always start itching to leave after the first few days, or even hours.Maybe I haven't gotten the right job, like baby guth, who eat sleeps and drinks bartending, or maybe it's just plain old bummer me. I used to feel like that about school.. I guess I gotta learn to hold on enough till I'm used to it, before I can like it. Messed up bitch.

Haha.. I know this post is like about nothing. Bleh. I love ya all.


When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can’t forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but
I can’t pretend this is the way it’ll stay I’m just
Lying to bend the truth
I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be, so I’m

Lying my way from you
No no turning back now
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
No no turning back now
Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone
No turning back now
Anywhere on my own cuz I can see
No no turning back now
The very worst part of you is me.