Love alone is not enough.

How many times have you heard that cliche line in lovey movies? I have always known relationships are tough to handle. But where do we draw the line? I'm a hazard.. Not to myself, but to the people I love. If you took a look into my head now, you would have the best definition of the word "confused" you ever will get. Everyone's tired.. I'm tired of having to squeeze and wring for a drop of positive passionate emotion. When I got it, I actually failed to see.. There is something very wrong here.. In me, in my relationship. Every single day of my life, my brains scream at me to LET GO!!!! by my heart is saying no. (oooh aguilera.) I want no one else. No one. How am I ever to survive?

I agree with my fellow blogger that parents are the ones that will forever stay true to you. My parents are the same to me. I do get angry with them, judge them, even, sometimes. But when it all boils down to it, their intentions rule over their reactions, they do love me more than anyone else does in the world. Any guy who fails to see that and diss my parents should go to hell. There will forever be pressure from parents in relationships, negative or positive.. But there are lines that never should be crossed. How do I make people understand that? By telling them to think about their love for their parents. Even if I understood and loved you, I would never sit back and let you insult my parents, especially if they are not around even to see it. I'm like that, I would defend the party who cannot defend themselves.

There are alot of things some people do not like about me. I think its time I stood up and be my own person.. And at the same time stop hurting the people I love..

Hmm.. How? Stop loving them? Sounds wrong to me..

If there is a God.. May he strike me with lightning and end my worries! *grin*