I just saw the tribute to the medical personnel on tv.
The mother of the nurse who passed away told everyone she doesn't have any regrets,
that all of it was God's will.

And for a moment I indulged myself in that. -God's will-
So whatever is happening to me or happened to me is God's will.
I will learn something out of it because God meant it that way..
Whatever is going to happen has already been predestined by God,
if I die tomorrow, it's God's will.

It felt kinda uplifting..
Let God take our responsibilities..
The burden isn't really ours, is it?
Its God's.
Perhaps that is why people turn to religion..
They need Someone to be there constantly and help them carry the blame, burden, and every smockahammock in their lives..

No offence to religious people,
I find that it is actually a very good way of carrying on with life..
very positive.

However.. If i believe so strongly in this, how am I ever gonna believe in any religion?