When people keep making mistakes,
they tend to try and find an excuse for themselves..
Split personalities,
mentality problems..
My excuse is that I am a person of a moment.
I do things at the spur of the moment,
and regret it the next after people have been hurt
and things have been changed.
Over and over and over again I let my emotions take over.
Over and over and over again my emotions
manage to ruin my relationships,
sometimes even working relations..
I tear at my hair and tell myself to change..
Over and over again.
Sigh.