I was just on the bus on my way home,
and thought about some stuff.
I wrote it down on a piece of paper.
Here it is.. With some editing to make it more loh soh.

Today, I thought about it and discovered another contradiction within my own character

I am what I would call- a lonely loner.
Lemme explain what that means.
A loner is someone who chooses to be alone by choice.
He gets his kicks out of being alone.
A lonely person is one who yearns to have comapny,
who is sick of being alone.
So thats the contradiction I am talking about.

This is one of my character flaws.
I have a constant need to have people around me,
but sometimes, for no reason at all,
I wanna be alone.
I like to take the bus alone. No one knows this,
but I would rather take a bus with a bunch of strangers who would not aknowledge my presence,
than with a bunch of aquaintances who think I enjoy their company and I have to make small talk to,
or with a close friend (there is no logical explanation to that)
Thats the bus part.

You could say that, between a stranger and the real me,
there is a wide pool of thick bubblin tar that both he/she and I have to work to travel through in order for us to meet.
It would take a combination of various things, like trust, chemistry, fate, and time.

Dah.. enough about me. What about you?