I suck at relationships.
Ya know, it always looks so easy on tv..
[AH I JUST SHOOK A BEETLE [WHICH WAS ATTACHED TO MY HAIR PREVIOUSLY] OFF MY FINGER ]
You quarrel, then have a cold war, everyone respects everyone's feelings and don't act like mad people blowing off steam.
Then you have great make up sex.
It is not the case in real life.
You mess yourself up and in the process mess the person you love the most up as well.
Every fight hurts.
I've had fights that made me feel love after we made up, cos he held me and coaxed me.
But even as that happened, I was thnking, "is it gonna be like that after we quarrel months from now?" And I am pretty confident the answer is no.
Faith, like trust, they say is another fundamental to a healthy successful relationship.
I have little of that.
I say the fundamental is ongoing passion.
Optimistic, not.
Pessimistic? Not really.
Practical. When it comes to things I am not supposed to be practical about. Say, for example, things that I should be fowllowing my heart to.
Yeah. I'm messed up, I agree.