And we stare each other down like victims in the grind
Probing all the weakness and hurt still left behind and we cry
The tears of pearls
We do it. Oh we do it.

Is love really the tragedy the way you might describe?
Or would a thousand lovers still leave you cold inside?
Make you cry...
These tears of pearls

We twist and turn where angles burn
Like fallen soilders we will learn
That once forgotten, twice removed
Love will be the death...
The death of you

I have almost completely lost faith in love..
In the consistency of love.
Sure, I have seen other people do it on TV..
I've seen my friends last so long,
stay so blissfulicablahshadle.

Katherine said something a few days ago that
stayed in me even til now.
"When u're together with someone,
whatever you do wrong, or right, is only seperated by a thin line"
When she said that, she made all of us think.
And we all agreed.
(and also agreed that it was abit late for her to realize tt..)

Being together with ANYONE,
i think,
brings out the worse in me..
Other than my first boyfriend,
everyone else underestimated me while they were with me..
I feel less when I am attached..

I am being pessimistic..
On purpose..
Time to sleep.