Its as if time has turned back for them without my knowledge.
And it feels a lil weird,
a lil gut wrenching that I'm totally uninvolved in the tide of things.

But you win some,
you lose some,
i guess.
i'd rather take care of the feelings tt i am responsible for
and make it right this time.

it's a tiny lil dilemma burning a hole in the back of my head..
it's a mess. I don't hate anyone but I know i am behaving like a bitter person.
I don't owe much of an explanation to anyone,
but i would so like to clear everything up..
so many things in between me and that..

hah getting a lil melancholic.
it feels a lil liked life has been sliced around the middle,
and the two slices are growing individually,
further and further apart.
if i could draw it for you,
you would understand what i'm drivin at.