"You can't keep the birds of sadness from flying around your head, but you can keep them from nestling in your hair.."
-quote from Walk Two Moons

I'm insecure..
I seem to have heard that alot in the recent past.
And it is sorta sinking in..
I realized that when I get close to someone,
I become pretty dependent on them.
Sounds bad, but it is the truth..
I don't like it either..
Like everyone else, I want to be someone who can take care of myself,
be happy just speding time with myself.

I can never eat out alone..
It feels sooo damn lonely,
and I sorta dunno what to do with myself..
It feels a little like eating with LiTing and her boyfriend.
Haha..

Suddenly, I feel like I am so full of imperfections..
Sad..

Well, I will feel better sometime.