Actually I had wanted to blog about baby..
But I think he might be reading this and I feel a lil..
"Heehee"

Hahaa.. Dun ask me wat that is.

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Just came back from baby time,
still feel / see / think / smell baby.
Ummm.. (imagine a savoury look.. haha`)
=)

Sining once told me.. "I will always like him (baby)".. Guess that was wat made me think she will take the news of us being together not too well.. I imagined tt she will feel sad inside, but put up a front to prevent us from worrying and offer her well wishes.. I dun mean tt her well wishes are hyprocrisy, in fact I think its pretty brave..
Hmm.
She's so bz these days..

This afternoon, on the bus, I thought about "life" in general.
Like,
how it was gonna change with time...
I turned to my mother and I asked her,
"Do you miss the times when you were younger?"
Affirmative..
And I felt two instant emotions..
1. Sympathy- for my poor mummy whose life pretty much revolves around other people, namely me and my dad..
2. Anxiety- A lil.. Worrying tt I am not treasuring my time as a young person with boundless (yawnx, yeah right.) energy to burn..
Sigh.

I wanna wrap my flowy tentacles around the time I spend with baby, feeling every small crack and crevice, texture and temperature..
Then at least when we part I will have clearer memories,
and I wouldn't regret having not cherished my time with him..
Ummm.. (savoury look again..)